yea i'm sick! *
shrugs* i hate being sick larh, i cant do anyth but juz rot at home..
my ulcers are getting bigger and stronger, they are killing me silently everyday.. i have two big ulcers on my lips and at the right side of my mouth, and one pending ulcer on my left side of the mouth.. now my whole mouth is
numb..
my nose is like stuffed with cotton wool and my throat is like sandpaper rubbing against it..my eyes are like rabbits still,my body aches as if there is thousand hands pinching me..wow i sound as if i dying le..haha..
saw ahzi for the past few days, her get well soon has no effect on me.. and she calls me jiamin-g instead of jiamin. see
she condemns me haha. went to st james power house de dragonfly ystd for the gcma press conf..
ahzi was pretty as usual larh.. but she seem very wrong and very blur ystd.. but cute larh whn she did the 'yo!yo!' hand sign.. but i still love her replies when she ans qns, its so her and she is so real.. how real can a person get ah?
i dunno.. wad i know is ahzi is a real and sweet artiste that u cant find in other artiste de.
which artiste would sit down and sign and ask for your name when she sign things?how sweet, well although she sign some pple's things can dun ask for name jiu write, but its okay, well at least she ask and is true.
ystd at dragonfly was really nice, it was a show of true frenship between us and 933 management.muz really thank huishi and nix for giving us chance to go in and to go upstage to give ahzi mooncakes. now pple might think that i want to attract attention and get close to ahzi, well my conscience is clear, doubt me then, i have nth to fear.
before everyone came in, i was inside waiting for queen to get changed, then huishi came to ask us to ask ahzi qns, then i said okay, i'll ask the rest and we ask as a fc. then i told queen then we went out to meet eve. and sotong me, i totally forgot abt huishi then thankfully queen reminded me, so we went in. then nix ask us to look for cecilia cos they wan to look for pple to go upstage to ask ahzi qns.
so we went ard lookin for cecila, but we failed to cos it was too dark, then nix came to our rescue, so we had a talk with nix,cruz,huishi abt the qns and gg upstage thing. at first they only let one go up, and huishi asked me to but i have no rights, so i ask queen to go instead larh, cos she has every rights to go up..then in the end they said both go up, then okay lah.
so before everyth, huishi came over to discuss wad qns to ask ahzi, we asked a chim qns, but cruz ask le so we cant ask.. then thought of another one..quite well done larh, cos ahzi answered with chimilogy..hur.. think too dark, ahzi cant see me and queen cos we are both
dark and tanned..
went up to give her, i didnt talk much, i was i/c of picking up things from the floor and look at ahzi..queen did the talkin..but we took a pic tog, i wasnt feeling high at all after that.dunno why.
i know more unhappy things are coming up soon, misunderstandings etc, the past is coming back okay thats all, i'm feeling worst now.. may i not die before 28th.. pray hard for me ya?
ps: my couz thought i kena hand foot mouth disease..haha..
